Sunday, November 3, 2013

acah acah

Assalamualaikumm w.b.t :)

Dah lama tak bersua kan? huahua my life is so messy I mean COMPLETELY MESSY right now.

Actually I viewed this blog because of one reason, I just read something on Emai's tweet in timeline. He talked about something blog and blah..... So I instinct-ly think that he talked about me and yeahh I found that it is true. So I decided to re-edit back this blog and yes it has gone c: so happy me ME SO HAPPY YEAYYY \^o^/

Benda dah berlalu, usah dikenang. Dan saya memang tak nak kenang pun uhukz ^^Y

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

my phobia

Hi and assalamualaikum w.b.t ^^Y
hehe. Okay harini saya just nak share pasal fobia ni. Actually semua orang ada fobia sendiri kan? Saya pun ade jugak and fobia saya ni pelik la jugak.
After google the name of phobias, I found some of them yang memang ade dalam diri ni.
My phobia list yang tersangat-sangat fobia sebenarnyaaaaaaaaaaaa :

1. Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Ni fobia dekat tempat terkurung and yeahh that is me ~.~ just hate small space like yeahh I CANNOT STAY IN THERE OR I MIGHT DIE SHOCK-LY 

2. Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Sama je dengan yang atas cuma yang ni ade "being locked" so macam org kunci kita kat dalam tempat terkurung. Huwarghhhhhhh type pun dah buat aku berdebar ketakutan!

3. Domatophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.(Eicophobia, Oikophobia)
Hate to say this but I'm one of this phobia. especially when I was alone in the house. It just soooo scary :'/

4. Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Ok yang ni biasa. Perempuan kan. walaupun senanye takla takut sangat sekarang tapi dulu takut gila tengok darah

5. Microphobia- Fear of small things.
macam semut.................. I HATE ANTS!

6. AND MY MAJOR PHOBIA IS.................. TRYPOPHOBIA
and people said that this phobia is unusual phobia that makes our skin crawl. Fobia ni adalah fobia takut tengok benda kelompok like clustered things or holes. Ya Allah aku tak tahan! Aku sangat takut and geli and aku benci benda-benda bulat yang berkelompok I JUST HATE!

Aku perasan aku ade fobia ni start darjah 4 (10 tahun) time tu tengah belajar sains dalam makmal. Then time cikgu suruh buat kerja yg ada dalam buku, ada satu gambar ni aku tenung lama-lama suddenly bulu roma aku meremang and I can't control it and I close the book quickly. Then kawan aku (Balqis) cakaplah kenapa dengan aku? and aku jawab aku takut tengok benda tu (gambar tu gambar sel tak silap aku and ade banyak sel yg rapat-rapat) 

Then Balqis saje nak uji aku dengan lukis bulatan kecil kat atas kertas tapi dalam bilangan yg banyak. Dia tunjuk aku. Pastu aku memang tak tahan aku terus jerit and it so scared okay :(

Even aku pun takut tengok semut. Bukan sekor semut yang merayap-rayap tapi semut dalam kuantiti yang banyak tengah jalan sama-sama..............

HUWARGHHHHHHHHH NI ENTRY PALING MENAKUTKAN AKU PERNAH TAIP! SERIOUSLY AKU DAH TAK TAHAN AND TAK BERANI DAH NAK TAIP PASAL FOBIA!

Saturday, May 18, 2013



People nowadays keeps complaining about their selves about their un-perfect life of everything and I was like....... "Just be yourself la nothing can change you if you cannot change yourself to whatever things you want to be"

  

But actually I love my life. Even hard things come to ruin my day, but I never think negative and yeah move on lah babe. This is the perfectness of my life 

Lots of love,
yan

Friday, May 17, 2013

I'm sad




Assalamualaikum w.b.t
I'm sorry but this is my mood right now :(
I've check upu result and I already know that I will not get upu. But this is not the reason why I sad. With my 5A only result in SPM, how can I get upu? And whoever will jealous with their friends who get anything better than themselves. I feel so down right now not because of upu thingy but because of someone who treated me like I'm a stupid slow girl who really into that person like xnbducigdvyucb. No, I'm not into that xx (sorry cannot mention who is she/he because it is privacy) but just don't treat me like that la. If you don't like me, tell me the truth. I don't care at all and I can stop treating you like a king or queen or whatever lah.

I think I can stop being too nice to people because people will think that I'm a dumb girl. But why? Allah asked His servants to be nice and kind to other people. But why people cannot do the same thing like I did? I live in this world to collect pahala because I admire of the Heaven! Tapi setiap orang buku amalan dia lain-lain. I'll keep with my attitude toward other human while you can keep treating me like I am the most pity girl on this earth. I'm soooooooooooo okay with that.

Lots of love,
yan

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

NO TITLE

Currently I'm in love with UKISS COLLAGE album. This album has 12 songs and I love all of the songs!

wait,


Credit to : this blog because I copy this image from this blog ^^v
hehe gomawo *bow*

Okay back to our story. Actually this is my first ukiss album that I purchased so YEAAAYYYYY!!! Dream come true lalala~~ And I got it cheaper than other pre order. (I bought it at this person who sell it as ready stock but brand new not pre-loved and it still sealed 'v')/ 

/currently waiting for Infinite album after this wkwk/

p/s: walaweh so many typo and I keep edit this post -.- even this post is not so long post